I struggle to tell the difference between suicidal obsessions and true suicidal thoughts.
When I’m well, I can tell that my intrusive thoughts are suicidal obsessions. When unwell, I can’t tell if they are obsessions or true suicidal ideation. I lose my ability to differentiate between the two. I get so confused and upset and then ruminate about whether I am suicidal or not, and whether I should be admitted to hospital.
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