Maybe I have AIDS or Hepatitis C

Maybe I have AIDS. Or Hepatitis C. I might of gotten it yesterday when I went to Walmart.

Maybe I should get blood work, like I’ve done before, at least I’ll feel better for a few hours. Until I touch something else that leaves a question in my mind.

It’s always there, that uncertainty, that question. It will never leave me. It’s like the bad part of the movie was put on a loop and my remote doesn’t have any batteries. I can’t get it to just go on with the rest of the movie. I’m stuck in that one part, that horrible part.